Monday, 29 January 2007

A Quest for Truth

It seems like a strange phenomena that you are so different than whatever you look to others. And it is the same with everybody.Overtly, I look very very happy with life with no regrets what so ever and I know its the same that everybody feels about me. No I am different, really different... A mad creature who is so unhappy and is seeking the truth... Truth, I search of which I ransacked all the books, Philosophies and other enlightening theories, but it couldn't get better. Still, I am in a dire quest to unravel the Truth.

I get those terrible anxiety attacks. People love to explore virgin territories, I hate to do so... I get all the more such attacks in the lonely places of hill stations. I cannot understand the meaning of this terrible anxiety that has engulfed me from some years.

I need a guru... A desperate search for a seer who shows me my path and paves a way for the road that i am supposed to tread.
Lord give me a guru... I need him!

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